Conviction
This situation, this love has me worn Between staying and leaving and I’m torn Between lies and honesty Wondering if I should have listened when you said trust me Make every truth feel like a lie Even after you’ve apologized Over a thousand times All is not forgotten And all is not forgiven My head is still spinnin’ We’re in ruins, ancient history And still I want to hear you tell me that you miss me Want you to want me, kiss me Hoping someday you’ll come back to me When I know it’s poisonous You’re dangerous Always taking what you’re giving Dying while you’re living Is that what you expected Is this what I deserve Is this the end of your fiction The last breath of your conviction Of the hearts tucked away in your palm Is this the storm before the calm One day you’ll release your grip And I’ll be gone…