All Too Familiar Blade
Again the moment passes me by.. I can’t breathe It seems that I have tried and failed again, perhaps my destiny Is to be alone and to reflect on the mistakes I’ve made To constantly feel the sting of an all too familiar blade Dancing its way through my heart, reminding me how much this hurts To never be good enough, to falter in the arms of another, and words Are all I have again. Tears are all I have again. The rain is my only friend It surrounds me, wraps me up in its calm and effortless sadness And maybe this time I can just melt away with it, disappearing into the blissfulness Of feeling everything, and nothing at all The numbness has returned to my heart, it has turned cold With years of betrayal and lies, I fold I throw in my hand and call it a draw And all I have is an empty ribcage, and a broken jaw Taken every punch that was thrown my way with no more cheeks to turn And still the empty space in my chest still seems to burn With the future th...