The Unwanted Gospel

I came upon my heart ache slowly
Like I stumbled upon it on the path
And it wreaked havoc on me intently 
With a wild, tempestuous wrath

Like lightning in a bottle
Ready to strike and burn
To preach to me the unwanted gospel
Round each unexpected turn

And my heart was barely beating then
Barely felt a thing at all
My soul steadily depleting when
I hid behind an insurmountable wall

Brick by brick I laid the path I walked
And it took me years to build
And somehow along the way I forgot
It was myself that I had willed

To pave over my own heart
To ignore what I knew was best 
And I tore the forest floor apart
Because I couldn’t let it rest

And then one day I found
That all the things in me I adored
Were muffled by the sound
Of a never settled score

So I set myself free
Stepped off the path I paved
And ventured into the trees
Sometimes it’s yourself you save













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